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Yadah yadah. My rants.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

hey y'all.

this blog is officially abandoned! :D

go to http://deathbyidiots.livejournal.com to find me.

not taking this down though.

my heart is racing
10:15:00 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah

What's it like in New York City?

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty

Yes you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there Delilah

I know times are getting hard

But just believe me girl

Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good

We'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good

Hey there Delilah

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away

I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Delilah I can promise you

That by the time we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah here's to you

This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me.

<3333333

wouldn't you just love a guy who'd write that?

refusing to find out more about the band.

afraid to find out more about whoever the songwriter is. i mean, i'd rather have my own little fantasy in my head. :D dont wanna be disappointed if the guy doesn't turn out to be goodlooking. hahahha. lols.

but i LOVEEEEE THIS SONG!!!

and me and cheryl are going to watch HP tomorrow. can't wait.

my heart is racing
10:31:00 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

yes. i'm doing this for what, the second time in two days or something. but nevermind that. hee. doesn't matter that much after all :D t'least i'm having tons and tons of fun!

for the 128594603839386035769310982th time, i just REALLY REALLY DONT wanna do my homework. T.T

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

How are you feeling today?
Fluorescent - Gwen Stefani
I’m not sayin nothin you don’t already know~~ :D

Will you get far in life?
Billy S. - Skye Sweetnam
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now, I wanna break out, let's go! Break out into the world yeah. hee.

How do your friends see you?
I've Got You - Mcfly
Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger... aww. (:

Will you get married?
Obviously - Mcfly
WHAT???!?!?!?!?! You've gotta be kidding me.

What is your best friend's theme song?
These Words - Natasha Bedingfield
These words are my own, from my heartfelt, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you~~ yay!

What is the story of your life?
Stuck - Stacie Orrico
I'm just missing you. D:

What was primary school like?
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you... soo true. Now that you're gone I actually want you back. So sad, and to think I used to hate it. Or something.

How can you get ahead in life?
Fergalicious - Fergie
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy. :D

What is the best thing about your friends?
Let U Go - Ashley Parker Angel
You said forever, that you would never let me go.

What is in store for this weekend?
One Of Those Girls - Avril Lavigne
Nothing but trouble. Hahahah.

What song describes you?
Do It To It - Cherish (feat. Sean Paul and Youngbloodz)
Bounce with it, drop with it, lean with it, rock with it. YAY i'm versatile. Hee.

To describe your grandparents?
Hurt - Christina Aguilera
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you. Damn it. It's so true as well. Sigh. But I'm not sorry. 'Cept perhaps that I wasn't born a boy. Maybe I'd be treated fairer.

How is your life going?
Give It To Me - Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado and Justin Timberlake
I'm real as they come if you don't know why im fly-y-y-y-y. :D

What song will they play at your funeral?
Beverly Hills - Weezer
That's where I want to be! Living in Beverly Hills~~ Hahaha. don't think it'd make sense at a funeral though.

How does the world see you?
Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
I don't wanna talk about it. hee.

Will you have a happy life?
Way back into love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs; I know that it's out there, there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere. :D

What do your friends really think of you?
Don't Speak - No Doubt
Our memories, well, they can be inviting. But some are altogether mighty frightening... wow, i think so too!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Candyman - Christina Aguilera
Good things come for boys who wait! hahhaha.

How can I make myself happy?
All About You - Mcfly
It's all about you, it's all about you. yay, its ALL about ME. :D:D

What should you do with your life?
Jerk It Out - The Caesars
I can't hear nothing cause I got my head up in the clouds. I bite off anything that I can chew, I'm chasing cars up and down this avenue~~ yeah, that's what i'll do.

Will you ever have children?
Summer Love - Justin Timberlake
I can't wait to fall in love with you, you can't wait to fall in love with me. Right. This soo tallies with the aforementioned question. o.O

whoopdedeedoo.

guess it's dinner time.

TTYL FOLKS! mwah.

my heart is racing
6:56:00 PM

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!(commentary in italics)

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?:
Mickey - B*Witched
Oh mickey you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind! No relevance whatsoever.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?:
I Love Rock 'N' Roll - Britney Spears
Play my favourite song!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?:
Flirt - Pussycat Dolls
What part of no don't you really understand?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?:
Positivity - Ashley Tisdale
Totally agree, manzxzxzxzxxzxzxz. :D:D Don't be going negative on me~~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?:
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
Man, this song is so eerie! Love it though, hahah. Ignorance is bliss... :D

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?:
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much... not true!! though i may not necessarily have much luck, i definitely NEED it.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?:
Til The Dawn - Drew Sidora
You want it, you got it. :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?:
White Houses - Vanessa Carlton
It's all right, and it's nice not to be so alone, but I hold on to secrets in White Houses...

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?:
You Spin Me Round (Like a Record) - Jessica Simpson
I am feeling so lost in oblivion that i can't breathe~~ hahahaha. my fantasy world rocks.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?:
Can't Get You Outta My Head - Kylie Minogue
Bet you're flattered. Hahah. it's a wonder i can even function with my brain full of such miniscule details and such. kinda creepy though, come to think of it. hahha.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?:
Toxic - Britney Spears
A guy like you should put a warning. lol.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?:
Forever - The Veronicas
Follow me - just leave it all behind, like we just don't care. Hell yeah, i wish i could do that. D:

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?:
Not Like That - Ashley Tisdale
I feel oh-so-glamorous, looking super fabulous. i'm gonna look that way even when i'm dead. yep yep! :D

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?:
Fired Up - Jessica Simpson
Get fired up and crazy with me. hee.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?:
One Of Those Girls - Avril Lavigne
HAHAHAH. I see that look in your eyes, it tells a million lies. WHOOHOO!! I'm a real life lie detector. Sad though, it's not my biggest fear. Wouldn't even consider it as one. Lol.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?:
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend! Shh, don't tell anyone. ((:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?:
We'll Be Together - Ashley Tisdale
We'll be together, come whatever, not just staring at the stars, just remember that no one else can tell us who we are. We'll be together, so don't ever stop listening to your heart, cause' i can't turn mine up.

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU POST?:
Loves Me Not - TATU
hahahha. why not? i had to try living my life on the other side~~ :D

that's all folks!

BYEEE!

my heart is racing
5:32:00 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

all right. i admit it.

i just REALLY REALLY DONT wanna do my homework. T.T

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

How are you feeling today?
She's So High - Tal Bachman
SELF-EXPLANATORY! :D

Will you get far in life?
I Don't Need A Man - Pussycat Dolls
I don't need a man to make it happen!

How do your friends see you?
Im'ma Shine - Youngbloodz
Im'ma shine, Im'ma make it.

Will you get married?
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
Who's got the money...hahahha.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Broken - Amy Lee; Seether
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away.

What is the story of your life?
Love Me For Me - Ashlee Simpson
Here I am, perfect as i'm ever gonna be. :D

What was primary school like?
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne
SELF-EXPLANATORY :D

How can you get ahead in life?
Promise - Ciara
There's nothing I won't do?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte
You carry Dior bags, And you got your Chanel, You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL :DD

What is in store for this weekend?
We'll Be Together - Ashley Tisdale
Good things come when you least expect them, so I don't really mind.

What song describes you?
The Chronicles of a Bohemian Teenager - Get Cape Wear Cape Fly
And this song is more than the self indulgant rantings, closure for the times that have let you down. You know I need you around...

To describe your grandparents?
4 in the Morning - Gwen Stefani
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up. Too bad, I already have.

How is your life going?
Runaway - Avril Lavigne
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning~~

What song will they play at your funeral?
All That I'm Living For - Evanescence
Take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby. Lol, the irony.

How does the world see you?
Mickey - B*Witched
Oh Mickey, you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind...yeah that makes a whole lot of sense. O.o

Will you have a happy life?
Crazy Chick - Charlotte Church (ooh alliteration!!)
I think I'm gonna need some therapy. hahahh!! retail therapy!! :D:D

What do your friends really think of you?
Lollipop - Mika
Too much candy gonna rot your soul!! NOT TRUE. They consume candy more than I do!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Fergalicious - Fergie
All the time I turn around brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down.........uhh??

How can I make myself happy?
Break You - Marion Raven
I wanna thank you 'cause now I'm free - I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you....I should break free from my responsibilities! whee~~ (especially school :D)

What should you do with your life?
Pretty Fly - The Offspring
Everything I lack I should make up in denial! :D:D

Will you ever have children?
Fired Up - Jessica Simpson
i guess this means NO. hahah.

gosh. i must've been pretty bored to do this darn thing.

oh wells.

t'was a good waste of time. :D

ciao folks!

CLARA

my heart is racing
8:29:00 PM

hah. i bet y'all thought i abandoned my blog.

that's so untrue!! i just went on a well deserved hiatus for the holidays. yep yep.

and i'm back in business.

or not.

Think fast!
Be quick as u can.
You have 3 seconds for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind.
You never know what your sub-conscious may be telling you.
Give it a try!

1. I need a cigarette
> Not in this lifetime.

2. Sex
> Is for fascists. (Even though it doesn't exactly make sense)

3. Relationships
> suck.

4. Your Last Ex
> Is non-existent.

5. Power
> Makes the world go round :D

6. Marijuana
> Is an addictive drug.

7. Crack
> You're on crack! :D

8. Food
> Choc chip sugar donut cookies! Whatever that is.

9. This President
> Which president?

10. War
> was caused by men because of women. :D: hahah.

11. Cars
> Lamborghini (sp?)

12. Gas Prices
> should be non-existent.

13. Halloween
> Exists so we get to dress up! :D

14. Bon Jovi
> It's my life~~

15. Religion
> Roman Catholic.

16. Friendster
> Is not in my dictionary.

17. Worst Fear
> Fear nothing but fear itself.

18. Marriage
> Is for those who fashion themselves in love.

19. Fashion
> Haute Couture!

20. Brunettes
> Asians?

21. Redheads
> Ginevra Weasley!

22: Work
> should be something I'll have to face when i actually step out into society, not now!

23: Pass the time
> More like waste time doing things like these.

24: Football
> The Wives and Girlfriends (WAGs)

25: One night Stands
> Thanks For The Memories - Fall Out Boy

26: Pixie Stix
> Pink Pixie.

27: Vanilla Ice
> Is nice OKAY.

29: Porta Potties
> STINK!!!

30: High school
>Never Ends!

31: Pajamas
>Satin!

32. Wood
> Oliver Wood.

33. Surfers
> Sandy blonde hair, toned physique, nice skin! At least, thats what the stereotype represents.

34. Picture
> this. :P

35. First Love
> Is by Utada Hikaru if i'm not wrong.

boo hoo. that's it?? manzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

bye then folks!

my heart is racing
8:03:00 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

tianhui AKA honeydew is a closet bimbo! :D

yes, i posted just for that.

sometimes i really dont get it.

i'm doing all this for you.

fine, you may not care.

nothing.

nothing's ever good enough for you.

i'm so sick of this.

i cant stand it anymore.

why do i have to cater to your whims?

why is everything i do not enough?

what do i have to DO to make you understand?

i never cared much in the first place.

you cared.

so i cared.

you made me care.

so you're allowed to say one thing and do another?

yet i have to abide by you?

this is meaningless.

why cant you just try to see it from my perspective?

why cant you see that height really isnt everything?

stop trying to shatter my dreams.

stop telling me i need to be a certain way.

i happen to think that i'm fine the way i am.

so there.

i dont want and need to care anymore.

accept it.

'cause there's no point in trying any longer.

you'll probably never be satisfied.

it's not as if i'll ever fit your ideals anyway.

i dont even know what to THINK anymore.

just get out of my face.

this is my life.

i will be me.

not who you wish i could be.

nor who i never will be.

and you?

you probably dont even know --

how much this hurts.

just stop it.

please.

.
i beg of you.

my heart is racing
7:56:00 PM